The year of 2015 is almost ended and I can't wait for the year of 2016 to come.
Long story short,
I will end my diploma in 2016.
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I remember a friend of mine came to my house and we had a sweet and short conversation over tea.
She told me that she wanted to be like me which I was confounded at first glance.
She shared some of her stories about her life experienced throughout the year that she had spent with her so called friends.
The most interesting words that she said to me were,
"kan senang jadi macam kau. kawan tak ramai dan tak menyusahkan kau."
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I have trust issues.
I have tons of acquaintances, but I have fewer friends that I trust.
Sometimes, people take advantages on me when I'm being too sincere in helping them.
When it comes to that limit, I get pissed off.
My life was never about friends with fortune and living in a luxurious life.
My life is about understanding the hardships that they had been through in their daily lives.
I gained experience and put myself in their shoes.
I helped them through thick and thin;
and they did the same thing to me as well.
I love to talk about myself rather than talk about someone behind their back,
but if I did... I talk about good things about them.
Some people thought that I love to gloat about myself;
but what they don't know is that I try my best to avoid gossips about someone.
If I did, then I'm deeply sorry for my misbehavior.
I hope to see the best in my friends in the future.
Although some of them rarely talk to me,
but I never forget about each one of them in my life.
My hands are wide open for them to seek for help because I trust them;
and when I trust them, it will be a heartbreaking if they break my trust.