Do it for her. RJ

My love life is a mess.

My education life is a mess.

My family life is a mess.

Above all, my life is chaotic.

However, she is the one who keep me going.

My daughter.

My one and only strength.

I thought that she was unfortunate for having me in her life.

A broken mother, but alright.

Then, I'm glad that she has me by her side.

Not a perfect one, but just right.

I can be stern at times, yet a lovable one.

I put things aside when it comes to her priorities.

It's okay if I failed in life, nevertheless I won't place my failure into her life.

Thank you, Allah for protecting her - always. 

My Princess of Heaven.

Unrequited Love: Level 0

It's like this. 

The first day I met you, I felt at ease.

But I know it's impossible for me to reach out to you because there's always someone else wanting to take care of you. 

Therefore, for you... probably I'm just here when you're lost. 

But will never look at me the same way as you look at other girls. 

However, to feel that ease everyday, I am able to care for you when you felt needed.

That's the only way for me to feel not alone.

Time heals. Eventually.

Some things are not meant to be explained.

To be notifed of our wants & needs. That's all we need.

That way, we can decide what is our next decision.

BS = 🐂💩

 I once thought that if someone hurt you deeply, they should've apologize to you instantly.

But no one taught me that sometimes you just need to forgive them without expectations, because "maybe" they did it unintentionally.

& you're going to eat yourself up if you kept wanting that "apology".

Above all, I learnt to forgive myself for making a fool out of myself when things hit rock bottom.

P/s: Stay humble. ❤️