sayang,

I'm sorry that I lied to you.

I tried o fix our problems,

but I ended up making it worst.

...

I've forgotten one thing about marriage.

"There is no 'me'; but 'us' in a healthy relationship."

I lied in certain things just because I did not want you to feel that you have to face those problems by yourself.

I lied because I wanted you to fall asleep soundly as soon as you reach to bed.

I lied because I wanted you to stop struggling while I took the responsibilities that you've endured.

...

The elders were right.

When you are married,

everything changed in the blink of an eye.

...

I thought I knew everything about you before,

but the closer I get to you,

the more I understand you.

...

We were able to avoid arguments when we were couples;

but by the time we declared ourselves as husband and wife,

neither of us can avoid the arguments.

Neither of us can avoid the deafening silence in our room.

Only to face each other and apologize.

Then, we wipe our tears away and kiss to bed.

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At the end of the day, we choose this path together.

We will fix it together.

No one can understand how our relationship works, but us.

We can only seek for advice from our friends.

Yet again;

at the end of the day, we can only make our decisions together.

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To my love; 

It is okay to be sad or mad at me.

It is not okay when you keep things to yourself.

We oath that whatever happens,

we will always have each other.

...

Sincerely,

your wife.